Monday, February 16, 2009

Facing my Past,Present and Future

A Wake Up Call.

Well I have been home now, after spending the last seven days in the hospital.
Not what I had in mind,that Sunday evening.....I was feeling a bit off and then
I finally realized that I might be having a heart attack.

After going to bed and then getting right back up and dressed, grabbed daughter and off we went
in a cab.The hospital is very close to our apartment I can see it from my window.
When I got there it was about 10:p:m......They poked and took a gallon of blood,and poked some more,and the out come was that I had to say over night.

The next day I was told I had a heart attack,so I would go to my room and wait....it seemed like forever lying there not believing what had happened....

Just getting used to being on my own with my special needs daughter,now here I was,facing my own morality.

The food was awfull, most of the nurses were ok,maybe one was really nice and caring,they just love to jab you,I was feeling like a pin cushion.

So now I am set free, but I still feel like a prisoner.I can't go out and have to take it easy..... I have so much to do.I guess all things will wait....

Well time to take my meds plus my new ones,I am feeling so much better,no aches or pains, my blood presure should be normal by now and I have too much living to do.....seven granbabies to see.I still haven't met my wee new little grandson.He is 5 months old now.

I want to see my youngest daughter happy and taken care of,I have got to get my life in order before its to late.

Peace....Deni.

5 comments:

  1. Sorry to hear your absence has been due to hospital and heart attack reasons. How rubbish is that... just got going and someone swats you once more. I do hope you are feeling the better for all the jabs and meds Deni. You have such guts coping there on your own.
    I have popped in a few times to see if you have posted again, I had a feeling it might be a health issue.
    So I hope from now on you get stronger and stronger... you have a lot to do yet, all those grand babbies to see.... by the way we had an 11th yesterday. David is recovering slowly, this is his first grandchild, but I'm an old hand at it now.
    So hope you continue on the recovery path.
    Blessing to you
    Love Granny

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  2. Just called to say Hello Deni.
    Hope you are on the mend still, just got to notice you hadn't posted in a while, so thought I would pop by your place.
    Love Granny

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  3. Hi Deni
    Haven't heard from you in a while. Hope all is well.

    Your name came out of the hat today, so I have tagged you on my post today.
    Love Granny

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  4. Sorry Granny for not getting back to you,I am still on the mend,but I am alot slower than before.I was to have a hip replacement in March,but seeing as I had a heartattack I have to wait awhile.Hope you are fine,Take care Deni

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  5. Hi Deni...I was blogg surfing and came upon yours....and see that you have been under the weather...but maybe are on the mend now and will be up and at 'em very soon.
    I pray that your heart condition is much improved. Continue to take care of yourself.
    I send you a smile
    Always,
    Jackie

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